A tender mercy has come to me tonight. Actually, many have come to me through the wonderful people around me. So many have reached out to me and served me today. I'm grateful for every single heart who has loved and lifted my family. In whatever way you could. It was a challenging day, but I have felt comfort and upward motion, and today is now passed. I'm so grateful.
I do want to share one specific tender mercy: I listened again to Rosemary M Wixom's Conference talk again tonight. One of my major concerns has been one of fear of having to relive a divorce again sometime in the future. I know my heart just couldn't bear it. I've prayed and wept much as I have wanted to know how to be free from this happening again. Tonight, Sister Wixom's talk answered that prayer for me. It may not ensure necessarily that my family will never experience such a trial, but she does give answers to many of my deepest pains and fears. It's difficult to explain: I don't think anyone can with 100% certainty know they will not be faced with divorce in some distant future. But, I do know the Lord has given me a specific answer through her talk. It feels that way.
As Sister Wixom shares, I know I can ease my burdens and lessen my trials by seeking the divine nature within me. It will narrow the path before me and set me firmly on a foundation which will bring me home to my Heavenly Father. And with such a focus, my vision will be better suited for finding a compatible partner for the journey. I really worry for my family, and I hope to set a worthy example for my children as they seek their own divine natures and paths back home.
Thanks for letting me share, and for giving me space for hope and love again. I wouldn't be where I am if I didn't have so many beautiful friendships with people who have strong ties to the gospel. I love you all. Good night, sweet friends.
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